My Dream

Today’s morning was a bit strange for me; my eyes suddenly got opened while I was having a terrible dream. No one was around as always every one left for the office and I again slept more than required, damn it. I really hate this part of me. Any way I was talking about my dream. A dream, given a choice I will never prefer. In that dream I saw a person who look alike me (I will prefer to encounter that person as me.) and realized that whole my cloths are wretched, my hair style turn into a big time puzzle (tough part was I don’t know how to start solving those), my lips were asking for the water as they haven’t sipped it since long, my eyes were itching like any thing and a beam of light is continuously hitting my eye balls.., it felt like I am having terrible allergy… Huhhhhhhhhhh
Quite tough and uncomfortable to handle all these, may be because of this my conscious asked me to come out of dream. I felt relaxed as I came out of my dream, I immediately ran towards my mirror and tried to figure out how I am looking right now, while giving a glance in mirror I can still figure out the same pain in my face, tried to give a nice morning smile to me but all in vain…It took me more than 10 minutes to come up with my so called sophisticated smile and ridding off from that tensed look. Finally I succeeded. J
Felt like finally I got rid of that look, is it? Is it really me whom I saw in that dream or a person with same height and same gesture or one of look alike?
Gosh… suddenly heard some thing about inner beauty, I got stuck in a long time thought process as is it my inner chapter (I used chapter because it could be one of the phase of my life.) which I don’t want to reveal to the world? Even though I wear clothes every day, even though I put my hair in proper way (I don’t remember exactly why every time I put the same hair style) so that I may look cool, even though I put my pair of spectacles. But when I sit in front of computer it just felt like is it that what I always wish to do in my life? Is it the same clothes, same hair style and same set of spectacles I always wanted to wear.. I know I never want to look the same but as per my current life I need to follow it as every body around the world following the same. I don’t know whether I have a quality to depict the dream (May be in future I will get a boon to depict the same, can’t say) but one thing for sure is, if it is really my inner self which I saw in dream, then I am really ashamed of myself.